For a long time I fretted and feared of not finding or following God’s will for my life. I was looking for the big picture assignment that was going to bring meaning and passion and purpose. I want to reach my fullest potential. But what I was missing was the daily decisions God was calling me to follow on a daily basis. One day the Lord was gracious to enlighten me of all the gaps in my decision making and yet He was providentially and sovereignly still fulfilling his purposes- even within my life.
I thought, “Hmm, God still works things out in spite of me? Well that can be comforting.” Romans 8:28 says: “And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.” From that day and forward, I have been able to put aside my fears of not fulfilling what the Lord would have for me. I’ve been able to walk into the will of God on a daily basis. I’ve been able to trust the Bigness of God in my life is enough to fill the gaps in my decisions- whether it be indecision or even the wrong decision. And I bless the Lord for that.